My schedule looks fuzzy, my mind is boggled, my heart is racing, my eyes want to cry due to something so beautiful being on a day when I am in the most worried mood about Finals. But God's Spirit keeps reminding me of Him.
Just this morning we were talking about how it's His Spirit that has blessed me with the relationship I have, which has helped me to grow in Him like I never have before- and that with an open hand, I surrender my relationship with Alan to Him, and let Him bring me to that place of authentic love.
Because He is the one who really authentically loves me most.
And to remember Him throughout the day- remembering how much He loves me, how much He's blessed me, and how He is the source of everything.. it helps- to remember that I am studying FOR Him and WITH Him.
It makes things so much easier, and much more pleasant. And pure.
Because this is how God wants it to be.
Even though today might not be pretty- but instead messy and confusing with Studying. I do know what is clear and what is founding me into what I know and why I study.
My Father in Heaven.
Thank you, Father, for Alan, and the blessings that you've brought to both of us through this relationship. Thank you for opening our eyes over these past two years, and for just recently asking us to step it up and be Your children together, seeking You and being Your children together and apart, making a difference- and loving and valuing others truly through Your love.
Thank you for changing our hearts, and continue to make them pure and ture Lord, so that your Holy Spirit may lead us into all truth and into the things that You have predestined for us to do.
Thank you that we are both on the same page at almost every moment, and that we are both so centered on You , Father. Direct our relationship continually and remind us of your presence, when we are together and apart.
Thank you for creating a smile on my heart.
When I didn't have one there this early morning. Good morning Father :)
Terima Kasih Pak :)